I constantly switched between “but what if I’m actually just gay” and “what if I’m actually just straight” since 12 and till 18. First was because I effectively repressed sexual attraction to women (it felt very wrong even back then), latter because only irl people I fell in love with were girls (not a surprise either, few people who somewhat tolerated me along those years were all girls).
I constantly switched between “but what if I’m actually just gay” and “what if I’m actually just straight” since 12 and till 18. First was because I effectively repressed sexual attraction to women (it felt very wrong even back then), latter because only irl people I fell in love with were girls (not a surprise either, few people who somewhat tolerated me along those years were all girls).