once i get home from my friends place im just going to go home and finally end it. its over. this is going to be my suicide note.

nicole if youre reading this im so sorry for dragging you on for the whole awful ride im so sorry for loving you, but hey atleast youre at the top of the list right. yay for winning! yay for you! you never loved me in the first place. you only loved the attention, the constant comfort of having a person you could depend on around, the love of your life was never supposed to be me but you are my everything in the end i leave you my parents money for srs, go live your life to the fullest as the girl you were supposed to be, i love you.

im all aspects of my life i have failed, in my transition, schooling and in my main passion fighting games. i have nothing to hold dear to me no lover, no trophies, no accolades, im nothing and a nobody. and also im a complete hon, like ive never been gendered correctly outside of being in a dress. i get called sir and mate every day of my measly existence but no longer! ill be happy in the afterlife im sure where nothing can hurt me no longer! please dont be upset in gone just know im in heaven chewing gods ear out for making me a tranny.

thats it. thisll be my final post. cya the reign of shiftwestern will be over

signed emile. (he/him)

  • ribb0n_rabb1t
    8·
    9 hours ago

    im really sorry you feel this bad, please dont do that. there might be a future where things goes better. i really hope youre just in a moment where things are hard, but then get better.

    please stay safe

  • Fuwarei
    3·
    7 hours ago

    Please don’t go, at least not in a such painful method. You’ll fail, don’t even try. Please, you still have a chance at life, maybe something will change. You don’t know what awaits you, if you’re going to die then you can do anything you want before you go, nothing is stopping you.

  • Yearn4Freedom
    3·
    7 hours ago

    Please don’t do it, your life is worth so much more than you think it does 🫂 we will all be very sad if you take your life. :(

  • Logan
    2·
    8 hours ago

    I think I’m ready too. Please choose a more gentle way I don’t think you deserve that.

  • Basedandtrollpilled
    21·
    8 hours ago

    I can give you a purpose if you want Emile. Don’t end your existence. You can just do things. Live and make a difference. I you’re going to do it nevertheless. Make it matter. Stop caring and just do things. Experience weird stuff. Go be a vagabond etc. Scare people then run away from them. Etc etc. There’s so much random things to do…