once i get home from my friends place im just going to go home and finally end it. its over. this is going to be my suicide note.

nicole if youre reading this im so sorry for dragging you on for the whole awful ride im so sorry for loving you, but hey atleast youre at the top of the list right. yay for winning! yay for you! you never loved me in the first place. you only loved the attention, the constant comfort of having a person you could depend on around, the love of your life was never supposed to be me but you are my everything in the end i leave you my parents money for srs, go live your life to the fullest as the girl you were supposed to be, i love you.

im all aspects of my life i have failed, in my transition, schooling and in my main passion fighting games. i have nothing to hold dear to me no lover, no trophies, no accolades, im nothing and a nobody. and also im a complete hon, like ive never been gendered correctly outside of being in a dress. i get called sir and mate every day of my measly existence but no longer! ill be happy in the afterlife im sure where nothing can hurt me no longer! please dont be upset in gone just know im in heaven chewing gods ear out for making me a tranny.

thats it. thisll be my final post. cya the reign of shiftwestern will be over

signed emile. (he/him)