I genuinely feel at times that I’m some ghost that possessed this body rather than it’s me. I don’t see young me as me in any aspect. Like my tranny soul stole the body of a young girl. Idk I’m sure someone will say I might have some disorder or some shit


sometimes i want to go back to before i attained this trans delusion when i was just a kid and things felt safe in their wrongness instead of unsafe. idk if that makes any sense tho. i have continuity of experience i think though so im still the same person i was back then even though i don’t like it now. im disconnected from how i didn’t use to feel shattered into pieces.