like I’m laying in bed rn bc I’m tired as hell and I just keep lightly touching my arms pretending it’s a woman caressing me I want to die why am I like this, why do I pretend that I’m loved by someone

    • DysphoriaGirl
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      2 days ago

      I won’t… the picture just makes me sad because I will and can never have this

      • sharkmoderOP
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        2 days ago

        yeah i keep seeing cute pictures of lesbian couples on Pinterest and it’s so fucking upsetting

        • DysphoriaGirl
          1·
          2 days ago

          It really makes me feel horrific on the inside and I just feel so delusional… like if I ever want an actual chance at love then it would be the best to not transition and try to looksmaxx and man up and rep