like I’m laying in bed rn bc I’m tired as hell and I just keep lightly touching my arms pretending it’s a woman caressing me I want to die why am I like this, why do I pretend that I’m loved by someone

  • DysphoriaGirl
    1·
    4 days ago

    I won’t… the picture just makes me sad because I will and can never have this

    • sharkmoderOP
      2·
      4 days ago

      yeah i keep seeing cute pictures of lesbian couples on Pinterest and it’s so fucking upsetting

      • DysphoriaGirl
        1·
        4 days ago

        It really makes me feel horrific on the inside and I just feel so delusional… like if I ever want an actual chance at love then it would be the best to not transition and try to looksmaxx and man up and rep