like I’m laying in bed rn bc I’m tired as hell and I just keep lightly touching my arms pretending it’s a woman caressing me I want to die why am I like this, why do I pretend that I’m loved by someone

  • sharkmoderOP
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    23 hours ago

    yeah i keep seeing cute pictures of lesbian couples on Pinterest and it’s so fucking upsetting

    • DysphoriaGirl
      1·
      23 hours ago

      It really makes me feel horrific on the inside and I just feel so delusional… like if I ever want an actual chance at love then it would be the best to not transition and try to looksmaxx and man up and rep