Yeah sneedhons gonna sneed n all, but even some 4tranners post yurin stuff and I don’t understand it. I go out of my way to avoid seeing depictions of yuri/lesbian relationships because it makes me feel suicidal, knowing I’ll never have that, literally the most potent ropeduel for me. I sometimes wonder if I’ve pavlov’d myself out of being truly attracted to women because of this shame and stuff.
lesbians like yearning about lesbian relationships i think. i wouldnt know since im a bisexual AAP cis man though
escapism and stuff. it feels more bearable to live in fantasy than in reality. i don’t really like yuri tho. it feels like it carries over a lot of the classic anime infantilization/objectification of women.
because they are lesbians?
its escapism and fantasy for me, i guess i sort of cope in the opposite way you do. instead of avoiding it i try to get lost in it and let it feel real and take me away from the misery of my actual life
In theory, since I’m very bisexual, I should be able to enjoy literally all varieties of romantic media like I remember being able to do when I was like 13… but I nonetheless feel like a serial killer skinwalker whenever I try to self-insert into (or even just enjoy) yuri, so in-practice most of my romantic and/or erotic media consumption has involved self-inserting into uke’s who look like women like a true yaoi faghag. My road to trooning literally started with trap-mode aesthetics. Who knows how long I’dve repped without manga tbh. Okay maybe I’m saying too much uh the point I’m making is it’s also beyond me how sapphic troons don’t feel guilty for existing in the presence of wombyn and their media basically yeah yeah
Same same same
I used to hate seeing lesbian relationships and Yuri. I was more okay with gays and yaoi even though it disgusted me. All my moid friends were the opposite. Ever since i came out to myself and found out i was a tranner. That hate disappeared. Weird, it was probably some sort of subconscious self hate or something similar to yours.
