Yeah sneedhons gonna sneed n all, but even some 4tranners post yurin stuff and I don’t understand it. I go out of my way to avoid seeing depictions of yuri/lesbian relationships because it makes me feel suicidal, knowing I’ll never have that, literally the most potent ropeduel for me. I sometimes wonder if I’ve pavlov’d myself out of being truly attracted to women because of this shame and stuff.

  • t. choder
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    18 days ago

    In theory, since I’m very bisexual, I should be able to enjoy literally all varieties of romantic media like I remember being able to do when I was like 13… but I nonetheless feel like a serial killer skinwalker whenever I try to self-insert into (or even just enjoy) yuri, so in-practice most of my romantic and/or erotic media consumption has involved self-inserting into uke’s who look like women like a true yaoi faghag. My road to trooning literally started with trap-mode aesthetics. Who knows how long I’dve repped without manga tbh. Okay maybe I’m saying too much uh the point I’m making is it’s also beyond me how sapphic troons don’t feel guilty for existing in the presence of wombyn and their media basically yeah yeah