Yeah sneedhons gonna sneed n all, but even some 4tranners post yurin stuff and I don’t understand it. I go out of my way to avoid seeing depictions of yuri/lesbian relationships because it makes me feel suicidal, knowing I’ll never have that, literally the most potent ropeduel for me. I sometimes wonder if I’ve pavlov’d myself out of being truly attracted to women because of this shame and stuff.
escapism and stuff. it feels more bearable to live in fantasy than in reality. i don’t really like yuri tho. it feels like it carries over a lot of the classic anime infantilization/objectification of women.