I’m not an age regressor, I understand jokes okay, yes I’m autistic. and I couldn’t tell the cat rape joke was a joke. because people dragged it on and didn’t tell me it was a joke till I already reported the server, you guys say I should of joined the VC and looked at the stream, but I didn’t want to see a cat being hurt it would of made me spiral even more. Please just stop posting about me here,. I don’t know where else to go so I really want to stay here but if I really have made you all hate me so much to the point you post about me and comment about me when I can’t be asked to defend myself I’ll go. your discord accounts are fine, your discord server is fine. it was 1 report of the server, discord is infamous for not taking action. and if you really weren’t doing anything to any animal then you have nothing to worry about. I was going to apologize but you are extremely hostile to me and I want it to stop. Yes I made a mistake, yes I often have meltdowns, but I have made friends here that I wouldn’t of made in r/mtf, I don’t belong there ekther, I am too autistic and the opposite of horny for that place. I don’t know where I belong, I just idk.
you can still be here Noelle.
I’m not sure anymore, I feel like if I make the wrong people mad again they’ll come after me. it happens so much I’m so tired, every little mistske I make people get so angry at me like I can’t do anything it’s why I have to apologise so much bc if I don’t they’ll hurt me emotionally or physically, and even that isn’t enough. I still got so much people who genuinely want me dead even after I’ve apologized like 3 times for it
they really aren’t all that angry. it’s kind of hard to tell over the Internet, but all these people are pretty blank faced.
this place is full of assholes who hate and spread hate abt ppl for no real reason. i understand it’s hard when you’re in the middle of it and when you’re like 18 or however old you are i forget, but try not to take it too personally.
I think you should be welcomed here… I do not hate you…
some people are just gonna be unhinged, sorry you have to deal with that
i still think it’s insane that people are equating you reporting a discord server to murdering infants and burning down orphanages. they were probably just teenage boys though and you’re still welcome here! anyone who’s upset at you about this is not worth stressing yourself out over
never take any comment or downvote seriously.
Noelle, your reaction was perfectly reasonable imo
Noelle we want you here. I want you here. Please don’t leave. You’re really great and lovely person 🫂
Hate to beat that dead horse but
Also, noelle im not mad at you. Im autistic and understand this way too well. Unfortunate situation I get it. Im just mad at the situation and how people handled it. I’m just not sure if its good for you to be that online. We make incest jokes and piss jokes and amab rape jokes constantly. This place is probably not healthy for you.
Dw no one hates you. That takes too much energy. We are just a bit frustrated and sad. Its whatever
I am not an age regressor, I just worded it wrong. if you read the actual post you’d realise I’m not age resgressing truly. Also just because you make rape jokes constantly doesn’t mean everyone else has to be okay with it, most of my friends on this site don’t make rape jokes to me, so I don’t see it as normal. especially when you double down on it I will obviously be concerned. just because you live in a world where everything is coated in 10 layers of irony, doesn’t mean everyone will see that irony. Yes I shouldn’t be online as much as I am, but I have 1 friend IRL who wants barely anything to do with me, and I grew up online so my brain is fried and I need constant stimulus from sites like this.
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just let go already
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Literally nothing happened, all I did was report a discord server 😭
im not sure which part of “leave her alone” wasnt made clear kek
