I’m not an age regressor, I understand jokes okay, yes I’m autistic. and I couldn’t tell the cat rape joke was a joke. because people dragged it on and didn’t tell me it was a joke till I already reported the server, you guys say I should of joined the VC and looked at the stream, but I didn’t want to see a cat being hurt it would of made me spiral even more. Please just stop posting about me here,. I don’t know where else to go so I really want to stay here but if I really have made you all hate me so much to the point you post about me and comment about me when I can’t be asked to defend myself I’ll go. your discord accounts are fine, your discord server is fine. it was 1 report of the server, discord is infamous for not taking action. and if you really weren’t doing anything to any animal then you have nothing to worry about. I was going to apologize but you are extremely hostile to me and I want it to stop. Yes I made a mistake, yes I often have meltdowns, but I have made friends here that I wouldn’t of made in r/mtf, I don’t belong there ekther, I am too autistic and the opposite of horny for that place. I don’t know where I belong, I just idk.
I’m not sure anymore, I feel like if I make the wrong people mad again they’ll come after me. it happens so much I’m so tired, every little mistske I make people get so angry at me like I can’t do anything it’s why I have to apologise so much bc if I don’t they’ll hurt me emotionally or physically, and even that isn’t enough. I still got so much people who genuinely want me dead even after I’ve apologized like 3 times for it
they really aren’t all that angry. it’s kind of hard to tell over the Internet, but all these people are pretty blank faced.