when i was 13, i would fantasize about blasting komm susser tod from my phone speakers and jumping in front of a subway and then hearing the “tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling doooowwn…” repeat from further and further away as i lay there as a bloody pulp on the subway tracks and everyone’s screaming and staring in horror


Please don’t be angry with me. I’m sorry.
I just… feel dead
Fembrained af
More BPD-brained…
I think I’m a bad person because of I’ve done a lot of things that are sinful… like having a bad sexuality, being angry and breaking things, being ungrateful, cursing, me not respecting peoples’ emotional boundaries, being lazy etc
Sexuality can’t be bad if consensual, it is understandable that a mentally suffering person will cause some suffering to others, most people already do stuff like you do. Please just troon out. If you don’t I hope they ban you, reppers shouldn’t be welcome here.
Am i so annoying, you want me banned? That’s very fucking mean to be honest…
No I want you to take HRT. You’re not annoying I’m just trying to make you take HRT
Or if you’re a genuine faketrans repper you’d benefit from not being here
But how do I know if I am? That’s the question that’s been utterly killing me
You’re not because you spend too much time here