i can go back to living as a regular man, I can do it, I just have to forget all this happened, no more troon thoughts

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    Repping is evil you shouldn’t do that…

    I get it, being a minority sucks, but it is what it is.

    It will get worse, trust, just a look at the male side of my family is enough fuel to keep me going at it.

    A bit rough of me to say all of this sorry, but repping is genuinely awful and it never gets better, you’re just gonna curse your past self for giving up on it

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      i still just can’t accept I’m trans… why me… why couldn’t i just be a normal cis man. How unlucky :(

      but you’re right, seeing my dad really does push me to keep going on e because like… if I looked like that I would rope instantly

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        i still just can’t accept I’m trans… why me… why couldn’t i just be a normal cis man. How unlucky :(

        So true, I got reminded of this that one time my dad brought me to work with him…

        He usually is always annoyed at me for doing anything, but when he teached me about pipes and how they work and fix them… he was so gentle…

        The thought of me not being that son, has been plaguing me ever since… sorry dad…

        but you’re right, seeing my dad really does push me to keep going on e because like… if I looked like that I would rope instantly

        It sucks that we have to resort to this to look somewhat decent and not have a mind cursed by T, but c’est la vie, god really has favorites sigh