its_ogre to 4tran4 · 6 days agostarting to think all this isn't worth itmessage-squaremessage-square17linkfedilinkarrow-up15arrow-down10file-text
arrow-up15arrow-down1message-squarestarting to think all this isn't worth itits_ogre to 4tran4 · 6 days agomessage-square17linkfedilinkfile-text
i can go back to living as a regular man, I can do it, I just have to forget all this happened, no more troon thoughts
minus-squareits_ogreOPlinkfedilinkarrow-up2·6 days agoi still just can’t accept I’m trans… why me… why couldn’t i just be a normal cis man. How unlucky :( but you’re right, seeing my dad really does push me to keep going on e because like… if I looked like that I would rope instantly
minus-squarestarpanlinkfedilinkarrow-up1·6 days ago i still just can’t accept I’m trans… why me… why couldn’t i just be a normal cis man. How unlucky :( So true, I got reminded of this that one time my dad brought me to work with him… He usually is always annoyed at me for doing anything, but when he teached me about pipes and how they work and fix them… he was so gentle… The thought of me not being that son, has been plaguing me ever since… sorry dad… but you’re right, seeing my dad really does push me to keep going on e because like… if I looked like that I would rope instantly It sucks that we have to resort to this to look somewhat decent and not have a mind cursed by T, but c’est la vie, god really has favorites sigh
i still just can’t accept I’m trans… why me… why couldn’t i just be a normal cis man. How unlucky :(
but you’re right, seeing my dad really does push me to keep going on e because like… if I looked like that I would rope instantly
He usually is always annoyed at me for doing anything, but when he teached me about pipes and how they work and fix them… he was so gentle…
The thought of me not being that son, has been plaguing me ever since… sorry dad…
It sucks that we have to resort to this to look somewhat decent and not have a mind cursed by T, but c’est la vie, god really has favorites sigh