feel kinda faketrans cause idk if I’ve ever experienced it

  • Annaflll
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    I didn’t even notice I had it until symptoms became severe enough, I was so dissociated I scored zero on some test because I just didn’t notice that I was spacing out, I didn’t knew absence of any long-term memory wasn’t normal etc.

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      I didn’t even notice I had it until symptoms became severe enough

      how long did it take for this to happen? Was it after getting on e and starting your transition?

      Also I feel like I relate to the absence of long-term memory, but probably not severe enough to actually count

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        before e I was just a shell(that’s also a symptom) then I started it, and began to feel like I’m a person which lead to me remembering traumatic memories

        Now I get pressure headaches, can’t move and see fractals and such