I like HRT but when I think about the positives and downsides there are a lot more downsides socially than positives.

Idk I wasn’t happy but I at least had a stable situation. Now? God knows what will happen. Possibly the worst.

For what it’s worth I’m not even that dysphoric. And odds are that dysphoria might not even be real. Or maybe it is real but I’m just mentally strong enough to ignore it and not give much thought.

The small amount of self love I will have for myself compared to all the hate and malice that will surround me is honestly just not worth it.

  • Zmeya04OPM
    2·
    10 days ago

    Can you stop doubting yourself?

    Respectfully, this is the equivalent of telling a dysphoric person to stop being dysphoric. It just doesn’t work like that with people with OCD, it’s called doubting disorder/disease for a reason.

    You don’t have it

    Can’t tell if this is a typo or you genuinely meant it judging by what follows and precedes. I guess you are right in the fact that it’s really hard for me to accept all of this is happening though. I can’t believe it.

    • its_ogre
      1·
      10 days ago

      Yeah that’s what I picked up on. Your doubting is literally the crux of the problem, how is it helpful to say “just stop doubting?”