Here’s a picture of somebody who kinda looks like me. Below you will find calcifications/corrections with regards to my actual facial appearance:

  • My skin tone is more fair (Fritzpatrick 3-4)

  • My hair is more wavy and frizzy (worse)

  • My face and nose is less in width

  • My midface is a little longer

  • My jaw is stronger by A Lot!

  • My ears are bigger than his

  • My nose is a little less hooked

  • My nostrils aren’t as flared

  • My lips are smaller than his

  • My teeth are not all straight

  • I have visible beard shadow

  • I am definelty older than him

  • I am skinner (fet distribution)

  • I don’t give of chuddy vibes

Now here are my body measurements:

  • Height 173cm (bad posture)

  • Weight 58kg (low body fat%)

  • Shoe size 42 (european men’s)

  • Bideltoid width 44cm

  • Shoulder circumference 96cm

  • Ribcage circumference (sternum level) 78cm

  • Waist circumference (umbilical level) 74cm

  • Waist circumference (above umbilical) 71cm

  • Full hip circumference (widest point) 83cm

< Rotated ribcage (uneven, not level, see image) >

Please give me advise on what I should do now. What are my chances of passing? Is it over for me?

  • Moid2
    7·
    10 days ago

    Looking for excuses and reasons why it wont work for you is just you delaying it out of fear. Get on estrogen none of us knows what you’ll look like but it’ll be better than this. Delaying it only makes it worse. You aren’t even old.

      • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)
        4·
        10 days ago

        I had a gun,

        I had a location,

        I had a plan,

        I had written my apology notes,

        I had done a will (still have it I guess),

        I had no more hope ,

        I was sure that estrogen was a pipe dream, that it wouldn’t really change anything and that I was really just a worthless piece of shit degenerate…

        But I also went to a clinic, I got a hondose, and even on 2mg tablets + spiro lol

        The static began to clear I felt hope

        But because I had bad doctors I never let my despair rest… I was SURE that this was all just placebo and that I would be right back where I was…

        I went through 3 doctors before I finally found somebody who was legit and treated me like an equal partner in my care [but just DIY if this is not an option the you]

        The first time I did my injection (on 7mg now) I cried for hours , eventually falling asleep in a tear soaked pillow - when I woke up

        I burned the only piece of paper that had the Lat/Long coordinates where I’d buried the gun

        I burned the apology notes,

        And I’ve never looked back since.

        You can do this

        While there is breath in your lungs, there is hope 🫶🏻

        I believe in you

      • Moid2
        3·
        10 days ago

        Thats how it goes yeah. So stop allowing it to get worse.

        • DysphoriaGirlOP
          1·
          10 days ago

          But maybe it’s not bad enough yet? Ughhhhh I’m so mentally ill and dumb

          • Moid2
            3·
            10 days ago

            Why the fuck are you waiting for it to be “bad enough” lol. Fear is hard, I get that, but listen to yourself.

              • Moid2
                3·
                10 days ago

                Thats the hard part, you aren’t going to feel like you deserve things until you like yourself. You arent going to like yourself until youre on hrt. Unfortunately no one here can hold you down and inject it, so you gotta take one for the team and do it yourself. Inject e, go to the gym to get a fat ass, and ygmi

                  • Moid2
                    2·
                    10 days ago

                    Yeah but you gotta lock in and take care of yourself or youre not gonna let them (sneed etc wtv I dont wanna hear it)