Here’s a picture of somebody who kinda looks like me. Below you will find calcifications/corrections with regards to my actual facial appearance:

  • My skin tone is more fair (Fritzpatrick 3-4)

  • My hair is more wavy and frizzy (worse)

  • My face and nose is less in width

  • My midface is a little longer

  • My jaw is stronger by A Lot!

  • My ears are bigger than his

  • My nose is a little less hooked

  • My nostrils aren’t as flared

  • My lips are smaller than his

  • My teeth are not all straight

  • I have visible beard shadow

  • I am definelty older than him

  • I am skinner (fet distribution)

  • I don’t give of chuddy vibes

Now here are my body measurements:

  • Height 173cm (bad posture)

  • Weight 58kg (low body fat%)

  • Shoe size 42 (european men’s)

  • Bideltoid width 44cm

  • Shoulder circumference 96cm

  • Ribcage circumference (sternum level) 78cm

  • Waist circumference (umbilical level) 74cm

  • Waist circumference (above umbilical) 71cm

  • Full hip circumference (widest point) 83cm

< Rotated ribcage (uneven, not level, see image) >

Please give me advise on what I should do now. What are my chances of passing? Is it over for me?

  • snoothon_possoid
    3·
    10 days ago

    Face pre-hrt isn’t a good indicator on whether you will pass or not, especially if you aren’t showing it. Plus, beard shadow is pretty much removable.

    On the body part, 5’9 is taller than average cis woman but not tall at all, bideltoid isn’t cooked and will probably get smaller due to muscle loss (from my experience), ribcage is pretty normal, you have waist and your hips are pretty good for your weight, which means they’ll probably be better than most on hrt, so potentially you’ll have really good proportions.

    • DysphoriaGirlOP
      1·
      10 days ago

      But I have rotated fucked up upper body and back pain and I’m afraid boobs will grow weird because of it. Also I’m already a skelton and my nose is big… I look like a ratface from the front and like phineas from phineas and Ferb from the side. I’m le cooked completely 😭

        • DysphoriaGirlOP
          1·
          10 days ago

          But how do I do it… how do I actually do it and just take the leap and start with HRT? I feel like I can’t stop repping

          • rank1bedrotter
            3·
            10 days ago

            Just buy your vials and stuff and take it once. By that point you won’t want to go back

            • DysphoriaGirlOP
              1·
              10 days ago

              I think I’d get a panic attack though. Like I would just be so utterly afraid of it all. Also I can just idk numb away my days and then won’t need to actually worry about life.

                • DysphoriaGirlOP
                  1·
                  10 days ago

                  But maybe I’m not meant to become 50 anyway and should just end it early :(

                  • rank1bedrotter
                    4·
                    10 days ago

                    If it’s so bad you’d kys you might as well give transitioning a go before you do. Maybe you end up better off from it and don’t have to kys anymore.