Here’s a picture of somebody who kinda looks like me. Below you will find calcifications/corrections with regards to my actual facial appearance:

  • My skin tone is more fair (Fritzpatrick 3-4)

  • My hair is more wavy and frizzy (worse)

  • My face and nose is less in width

  • My midface is a little longer

  • My jaw is stronger by A Lot!

  • My ears are bigger than his

  • My nose is a little less hooked

  • My nostrils aren’t as flared

  • My lips are smaller than his

  • My teeth are not all straight

  • I have visible beard shadow

  • I am definelty older than him

  • I am skinner (fet distribution)

  • I don’t give of chuddy vibes

Now here are my body measurements:

  • Height 173cm (bad posture)

  • Weight 58kg (low body fat%)

  • Shoe size 42 (european men’s)

  • Bideltoid width 44cm

  • Shoulder circumference 96cm

  • Ribcage circumference (sternum level) 78cm

  • Waist circumference (umbilical level) 74cm

  • Waist circumference (above umbilical) 71cm

  • Full hip circumference (widest point) 83cm

< Rotated ribcage (uneven, not level, see image) >

Please give me advise on what I should do now. What are my chances of passing? Is it over for me?

    • DysphoriaGirlOP
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      10 days ago

      But how do I do it… how do I actually do it and just take the leap and start with HRT? I feel like I can’t stop repping

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        10 days ago

        Just buy your vials and stuff and take it once. By that point you won’t want to go back

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          10 days ago

          I think I’d get a panic attack though. Like I would just be so utterly afraid of it all. Also I can just idk numb away my days and then won’t need to actually worry about life.

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              10 days ago

              But maybe I’m not meant to become 50 anyway and should just end it early :(

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                10 days ago

                If it’s so bad you’d kys you might as well give transitioning a go before you do. Maybe you end up better off from it and don’t have to kys anymore.

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                  10 days ago

                  Yes but I know I can’t kill myself… probably due to my narcisstic traits (which also make me bad and maybe faketrans) and so I have no other choice than to John 50 or hope I end up with a psychotic break like my transmasc cousin and idk… Mike 30

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                    10 days ago

                    Or you could literally just transition and save yourself all of this trouble

                    Mandatory something something tranny gene