No one takes me seriously. Normies don’t understand it. Often other binary trans people don’t understand it (I don’t blame them). The only people who think they understand are theyfabs but they are often not even dysphoric so I can’t relate to them at all. They could stop being nb at anytime without harm and i would literally kill myself if i had to detrans.
I hate that i can never be cis, or even look cis cause what the fuck would that even mean? I long to be cute and genderless… I hate that even if i achieve an androgynous look people always have to ask my pronouns and ask if I’m a tranny.
Anyone here understand or am i truly just alone? Sometimes i really hope I’m just repping and I’m actually binary trans. but i really doubt that the case.
Hope this is the right place to post here I’m still getting used to this place let me know if i fucked up
Trvke. I wanted to have nothing down there since I was 12, but some stupid right wing youtuber that popped up when I was trying to find out about nb people convinced me that there were only 2 genders and I cried all night. Then again, it’s a good thing this happened, cause if I told them, they would’ve wooped my ass.
After this I went to mainstream subs to see if I related, but no one spoke of dysphoria. I just thought it was me being delusional (for 6 years, somehow? Like cmon).
I somehow stumbled on 4tran4. I got curious and yeah. I only lurked though because I didn’t want to “invade real trans people’s spaces”.
Another thing is, I’m scared I’ll be mistaken for a binary trans person and give people the wrong idea about them. They already have it hard with being third-gendered, and I don’t want to contribute to that stereotype. I also wish I was binary, heck even cis, but I know I can’t stand it.