I’ve been like this for over a month. I feel so empty… I’m just feeding off of twitter transphobic scum (the hatred is addictive) and this place. I’m doing nothing about it, I want my soul back pretty please, I need to do what I’m supposed to do in order to get a less miserable life
Real. I promised i would change that yesterday but i ended up just watching a 3 hour video essay about sonic.
oh my fucking it’s so real, it’s fucking impossible. every day I promise myself that the next day I would finally sit down and work on the project. every single day I wake up late, doomscroll, eat, somehow get stuck doing the most random thing that won’t impact my life in any way, and then it’s like 2am and I need to go to sleep and I still somehow procrastinate for 3 more hours. I’m so behind and still cant get my shit together
just like me fr :'( and I’m still doing this rn cause I can’t fucking catch a break, I can’t fucking log off, omg why am I still here??? I should be doing something with my life!!! why am I not???
mds miga vc por aq
quem é vc 0_0
eu sou o diabo necessário
:'( tenho medo
Especially awful when you got classes or work and you know you can’t work on something you like because you gotta do the work first but you end up procrastinating and do neither
This is so me lmao
turn off the phone more
then I end up procrastinating through my pc :p
Aye, that’s a conundrum.
I think you genuinely have to want it, like have it be all you think about, I don’t want to learn to code but I want to learn cyber security (I’ve wanted to be le epic 4chan anonymous hacker since I was like 12)it’s all I think about. I think about Linux and use it, play with it for hours a day. I want to keep building my shitty website (shameless plug onlineisa.neocities.org). It’s all about the projects. Opening up an ide and making something you don’t gaf about just leads to infinite burnout why would anyone want to do anything if it was just mindnumbing crap.
