I’ve been like this for over a month. I feel so empty… I’m just feeding off of twitter transphobic scum (the hatred is addictive) and this place. I’m doing nothing about it, I want my soul back pretty please, I need to do what I’m supposed to do in order to get a less miserable life

  • onlineisa
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    20 days ago

    I think you genuinely have to want it, like have it be all you think about, I don’t want to learn to code but I want to learn cyber security (I’ve wanted to be le epic 4chan anonymous hacker since I was like 12)it’s all I think about. I think about Linux and use it, play with it for hours a day. I want to keep building my shitty website (shameless plug onlineisa.neocities.org). It’s all about the projects. Opening up an ide and making something you don’t gaf about just leads to infinite burnout why would anyone want to do anything if it was just mindnumbing crap.