on weekends i wake up at 10:30 absolute earliest, but more commonly 11-12
for this month (ramadan) ive been forced to get up for suhur+fajr which because there’s so many people in my house that entails us having to stay up for like 45ish min at like 5-6
so the time (this month) i spend sleeping ends up being 6 max more commonly 4-5 on weekdays, and about the same but maybe a bit more for weekends
normally though i consistently get 6 min hours and usually tends to 8 hours
omfg sorry to hear that I was also raised in a muslim household I know how that is, I am an atheist now. Glad to hear that you get enough sleep normally tho…
it’s mostly my fault for not going to sleep earlier but yeah
the anti-theist parts of my brain have been acting up like crazy this past ramadan bc the sheer extent of islamic hypocrisy and forcing it everywhere is driving me kinda crazy
when it (ramadan) ends though it’ll hopefully die down and then i’ll prolly just go back to passively being annoyed at islam in my life and passively hating islam in the world
I understand that 100 percent, believe me it will get better if you manage to distance yourself from your regressive relatives/parts of society that are awful like that. I went from being actively burning with passionate hatred for islam and all that it has done to me and my family and society to passively hating it because I manage to distance myself from religious people, I am finally at peace basically. Even tho doing all that is harddd
the thing is i love those very same relatives and i know they love me too
i wish none of this had to be like this, i don’t know why everyone has to blindly believe and follow this evil shit
and i’m not someone who’s in a position where i can easily disconnect from all my relatives (even though i’d LOVE to live alone and finally have some semblance of independence)
I wish I could love my relatives and family who claim to love me but have been nothing but awful to because of religion and because I am a trooner so I have to hate them back and cut them off
1am is my weekday sleep time
weekend is like 3:30 earliest
Do you get enough sleep?? How many hours a day?
depends
on weekdays i wake up at like 8-9
on weekends i wake up at 10:30 absolute earliest, but more commonly 11-12
for this month (ramadan) ive been forced to get up for suhur+fajr which because there’s so many people in my house that entails us having to stay up for like 45ish min at like 5-6 so the time (this month) i spend sleeping ends up being 6 max more commonly 4-5 on weekdays, and about the same but maybe a bit more for weekends
normally though i consistently get 6 min hours and usually tends to 8 hours
omfg sorry to hear that I was also raised in a muslim household I know how that is, I am an atheist now. Glad to hear that you get enough sleep normally tho…
it’s mostly my fault for not going to sleep earlier but yeah
the anti-theist parts of my brain have been acting up like crazy this past ramadan bc the sheer extent of islamic hypocrisy and forcing it everywhere is driving me kinda crazy
when it (ramadan) ends though it’ll hopefully die down and then i’ll prolly just go back to passively being annoyed at islam in my life and passively hating islam in the world
I understand that 100 percent, believe me it will get better if you manage to distance yourself from your regressive relatives/parts of society that are awful like that. I went from being actively burning with passionate hatred for islam and all that it has done to me and my family and society to passively hating it because I manage to distance myself from religious people, I am finally at peace basically. Even tho doing all that is harddd
the thing is i love those very same relatives and i know they love me too
i wish none of this had to be like this, i don’t know why everyone has to blindly believe and follow this evil shit
and i’m not someone who’s in a position where i can easily disconnect from all my relatives (even though i’d LOVE to live alone and finally have some semblance of independence)
but yeah i can see what you’re saying
I wish I could love my relatives and family who claim to love me but have been nothing but awful to because of religion and because I am a trooner so I have to hate them back and cut them off
this’ll probably be the same situation for me too when i come out
i’m just living in a temporary, transient delusion right now :(
im sorry about what you went through