I wish I could love my relatives and family who claim to love me but have been nothing but awful to because of religion and because I am a trooner so I have to hate them back and cut them off
When you come out if you can’t legally get HRT: DIY or die, be deceive and take no abuse from any family member, you have to be strong or atleast put a strong face against those want you to be oppressed and die a sad miserable repper after a short life
or if HRT is ‘legal’ but hard to get via long waitlists or ‘screenings’ and mandatory psychologist visits and whatnot. Cissies can’t be trust to not kill us either directly or by keeping us waiting. TCD TCD TCD
here in the US (blue state) it’s pretty easy bc informed consent clinics, i just want to be as disconnected from it all as possible and it’s also a million times easier and cheaper to use diy rather than figure out how to deceive my parents into letting me use insurance freely
based on what you’re saying, do you live in the UK or EU by any chance?
DIY yeah, I want get into the legal system to get legal HRT too sometime in the future and I need to have SRS to have my legal sex changed in my documents which is a hassle, but the islamo-fascists in our government want to ban any gender affirming healthcare including HRT to under 25 year olds and they are trying to make DIY hrt harder to get but I will hopefully live -
i’ve been doing some insane deception shenanigans to sneak diy HRT in since the beginning of 2025, and other than the time i was forced to go to india from june-aug ive been on it since (i even managed to sneak it in again, although i have no idea if ill be able to ever start prog bc of extra cost + frequency of purchase + size it takes to hide)
for all the other points, i have zero backbone. i used to have one when i was, like, 14/15 and i actively told my parents i never wanted to be married, but i got into so much shit and i slowly had it more or less conditioned out of me. i’m too mortified to confront them on anything serious now
i have no idea what’ll happen in the event i come out, all i can do is hope i won’t have to — that i’ll be independent before i come out, and so i can avoid confrontation/begging if need be
I am so sorry the most painful thing you can go thru in this life is definitely being depraved of HRT and seeing your body disform and be disfigured daily every day hurts. You can’t give up and you must do everything in your power to atleast get DIY HRT, coming out can be done when you are safer/financially independent. I am so sorry to hear that you are going thru all of this. Stay strong and DIY, there will be a way out if not you will go down having tried and with no regrets such is the life of a tranny. You must remember you have nothing to loose but everything to gain and go down fighting if you must. Lubbers hope everything goes well for you in life
I wish I could love my relatives and family who claim to love me but have been nothing but awful to because of religion and because I am a trooner so I have to hate them back and cut them off
this’ll probably be the same situation for me too when i come out
i’m just living in a temporary, transient delusion right now :(
im sorry about what you went through
When you come out if you can’t legally get HRT: DIY or die, be deceive and take no abuse from any family member, you have to be strong or atleast put a strong face against those want you to be oppressed and die a sad miserable repper after a short life
or if HRT is ‘legal’ but hard to get via long waitlists or ‘screenings’ and mandatory psychologist visits and whatnot. Cissies can’t be trust to not kill us either directly or by keeping us waiting. TCD TCD TCD
here in the US (blue state) it’s pretty easy bc informed consent clinics, i just want to be as disconnected from it all as possible and it’s also a million times easier and cheaper to use diy rather than figure out how to deceive my parents into letting me use insurance freely
based on what you’re saying, do you live in the UK or EU by any chance?
Just do whatever is the easiest and gets you to your goal stay safe and be strong
No I live in a third world dumpster, glad to hear you are in a safer for troons state tho
oh, i’m sorry :(
do you have any HRT access? or independence yourself? you implied the latter at least
DIY yeah, I want get into the legal system to get legal HRT too sometime in the future and I need to have SRS to have my legal sex changed in my documents which is a hassle, but the islamo-fascists in our government want to ban any gender affirming healthcare including HRT to under 25 year olds and they are trying to make DIY hrt harder to get but I will hopefully live -
turkey?
i’ve been doing some insane deception shenanigans to sneak diy HRT in since the beginning of 2025, and other than the time i was forced to go to india from june-aug ive been on it since (i even managed to sneak it in again, although i have no idea if ill be able to ever start prog bc of extra cost + frequency of purchase + size it takes to hide)
for all the other points, i have zero backbone. i used to have one when i was, like, 14/15 and i actively told my parents i never wanted to be married, but i got into so much shit and i slowly had it more or less conditioned out of me. i’m too mortified to confront them on anything serious now
i have no idea what’ll happen in the event i come out, all i can do is hope i won’t have to — that i’ll be independent before i come out, and so i can avoid confrontation/begging if need be
I am so sorry the most painful thing you can go thru in this life is definitely being depraved of HRT and seeing your body disform and be disfigured daily every day hurts. You can’t give up and you must do everything in your power to atleast get DIY HRT, coming out can be done when you are safer/financially independent. I am so sorry to hear that you are going thru all of this. Stay strong and DIY, there will be a way out if not you will go down having tried and with no regrets such is the life of a tranny. You must remember you have nothing to loose but everything to gain and go down fighting if you must. Lubbers hope everything goes well for you in life
i think you misunderstood, i am on HRT
i legit did my weekly injection like 20 min ago lmao
i was forced off for two months (it was hell) but i got back in in aug
it’s just prog i probably won’t be able to do easily for the aforementioned reasons
i worded it weirdly, my bad lol
Sorry I kinda didn’t read it properly either!! But I understand now just keep doing HRT
it’s ok haha