i’ve been doing some insane deception shenanigans to sneak diy HRT in since the beginning of 2025, and other than the time i was forced to go to india from june-aug ive been on it since (i even managed to sneak it in again, although i have no idea if ill be able to ever start prog bc of extra cost + frequency of purchase + size it takes to hide)
for all the other points, i have zero backbone. i used to have one when i was, like, 14/15 and i actively told my parents i never wanted to be married, but i got into so much shit and i slowly had it more or less conditioned out of me. i’m too mortified to confront them on anything serious now
i have no idea what’ll happen in the event i come out, all i can do is hope i won’t have to — that i’ll be independent before i come out, and so i can avoid confrontation/begging if need be
I am so sorry the most painful thing you can go thru in this life is definitely being depraved of HRT and seeing your body disform and be disfigured daily every day hurts. You can’t give up and you must do everything in your power to atleast get DIY HRT, coming out can be done when you are safer/financially independent. I am so sorry to hear that you are going thru all of this. Stay strong and DIY, there will be a way out if not you will go down having tried and with no regrets such is the life of a tranny. You must remember you have nothing to loose but everything to gain and go down fighting if you must. Lubbers hope everything goes well for you in life
i’ve been doing some insane deception shenanigans to sneak diy HRT in since the beginning of 2025, and other than the time i was forced to go to india from june-aug ive been on it since (i even managed to sneak it in again, although i have no idea if ill be able to ever start prog bc of extra cost + frequency of purchase + size it takes to hide)
for all the other points, i have zero backbone. i used to have one when i was, like, 14/15 and i actively told my parents i never wanted to be married, but i got into so much shit and i slowly had it more or less conditioned out of me. i’m too mortified to confront them on anything serious now
i have no idea what’ll happen in the event i come out, all i can do is hope i won’t have to — that i’ll be independent before i come out, and so i can avoid confrontation/begging if need be
I am so sorry the most painful thing you can go thru in this life is definitely being depraved of HRT and seeing your body disform and be disfigured daily every day hurts. You can’t give up and you must do everything in your power to atleast get DIY HRT, coming out can be done when you are safer/financially independent. I am so sorry to hear that you are going thru all of this. Stay strong and DIY, there will be a way out if not you will go down having tried and with no regrets such is the life of a tranny. You must remember you have nothing to loose but everything to gain and go down fighting if you must. Lubbers hope everything goes well for you in life
i think you misunderstood, i am on HRT
i legit did my weekly injection like 20 min ago lmao
i was forced off for two months (it was hell) but i got back in in aug
it’s just prog i probably won’t be able to do easily for the aforementioned reasons
i worded it weirdly, my bad lol
Sorry I kinda didn’t read it properly either!! But I understand now just keep doing HRT
it’s ok haha