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if you made it id also be interested! i was thinking about posting my photos somewhere but yeah lemmy doesnt really work great for it…

that sounds cool and isnt malebrained in any way. not being boring is always good

i hate cabbit its unnatural immoral and wrong he should just be a normal rabbit (or cat)

i use blorp and i like it a lot

tried it and it didnt change anything. psyop to make me have to look at myself

last part is so real… although im pretty sure i subconsciously avoided anything trans related. maybe i was scared… it took me so long to accept it. still think the worst mind poison was when i started being ‘woke’. i thought about the whole thing as just identifying. trans women are just male and identify as girls and thats valid! still probably subconsciously saw them as ugly men in dresses or the weird people on discord. and i didnt want to be like that obviously. thats also when i started coping by thinking that im just gender non conforming and thats valid etc. my dysphoria was constantly getting worse though even if at the time i didnt know it was dysphoria kinda leading to a massive breakdown which i vented to that trans friend i already knew at that time… i think sharing it with another person for the first time also made it suddenly become real to me and thats when i fully realised it

same i genuinely think that makes it impossible to be a young/earlymid-shit without knowing trans people irl, unless youre crazy dysphoric and self aware at a very young age. might just be cope though because of how much i think about how meeting a trans person (who was a friend of a friend for the longest time) earlier couldve impacted my life </3

wow it looks like me

i kinda do already, i do bouldering a lot and exclusively do stuff for legs, mobility etc and none for arms but idk if thats enough

not even mentioning my face which im not even sure ffs would save loll

5-6 months. i know thats not a lot but if my skeleton is beyond fucked, i literally mog cis male gym bros with my height and frame except for being skinny, e wont ever change my bones

ive seen your other comment but it seems kinda weird they dont have insulin syringes otc in pharmacies wherever you live

what syringes do you use? the ones usually recommended have virtually no dead space

not necessarily but it will help you or at least prevent any further damage from testosterone (youre 18 i think judging from one of your posts which means it will get much worse) if your only reason is that you won’t pass please get on e because you absolutely will regret it later. you can always go off if you decide dont want it for whatever reason

my mom is pretty and my sister is a model, i look like my dad if he was on steroids, its over… at least i have pretty hair from my mom ig

pic facemogs me so bad its not even funny

everyone saying right one mogs them literally just saying shit ‘i dojt look like the exaggerated anime girl its literally equivalent to looking liekt the hon caricature’ stfu like the majority of you look at the very least somewhat androgynous i actually do look asif jot more masculine than the one on the right fuck off

sorry trying to make it aesthetic would feel even more attention whory than it already does