lavalavender
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4tran4•I would detroon but I am 5'7. I'm more susceptible to trans propaganda..
3·4 days agoevil shortshit
are you for real too broke?
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4tran4•I'm just a little Chinese girl amazed by anything with French culture
2·8 days agojust immature people who have never mentally outgrown finding ‘haha french surrender’ jokes from 2019 funny
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4tran4•stopped repping, got my money up (i have 100 dollars saved), socialized, and became French
1·8 days agoooh learning languages is cool
congrats on all the things, from stopping to rep to socialising and learning french, rly nice achievements
lavalavenderto
4tran4•stopped repping, got my money up (i have 100 dollars saved), socialized, and became French
1·8 days agohow do you become french
i love how they look and sound. my dream car was always an rx7
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4tran4•did anyone else have a thing happen to them where they feel like theyre a completely different person before and after it?
2·8 days agothanks for painting a picture of what it feels like to you. i can honestly only empathise to it a little bit, it’s quite different and more sporadic for me, not a clear cut in my life
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4tran4•did anyone else have a thing happen to them where they feel like theyre a completely different person before and after it?
1·8 days agommmh i’ve never had it like that
does it feel like you somehow just are a different person, or are there ‘quantifiable’ things that changed?
in those stretches of time my goals and opinions are shifted. the degree im working towards and am rly motivated about seems useless and i rearranged some decor and paintings cause i thought it looked bad lol. only to change it all back again when i was back to normal me. feels like im working against myself on some things
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4tran4•did anyone else have a thing happen to them where they feel like theyre a completely different person before and after it?
2·8 days agowould you say that you eventually return to your previous self, or does it feel like you changed forever? and did it only happen once or multiple times?
for me it turns to normal again after a couple hours or a day again
lavalavenderto
4tran4•did anyone else have a thing happen to them where they feel like theyre a completely different person before and after it?
2·8 days agoi think i somewhat understand what you mean. for me it’s pretty damn sure dpdr/depersonalization/derealisation that just suddently happens from one second to the other every couple days.
last time, 2 /3 weeks ago, it happened in my hallway while going to the kitchen to get water or something. suddently stopped walking and stood still to cope with the feeling of just having woken up from something that very second
btw, don’t do too much research on that stuff, if you think dpdr or similar things might be what you experience. it’s a bit of a cognitohazard, the more you think about it the worse it gets
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4tran4•anyone wanna come with me watch the spinning washing machines at the laundromat
2·9 days agogiwiwawm
yayy :))) happy for y- …
:(
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4tran4•now that i think about it i pretty much never wear my hear down if im not at home
1·9 days agosame, wearing a beanie 24/7 when outside
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4tran4•my mother, as in the woman who gave birth to me, just sent me jacksfilms "when the fajitas are sizzlin" over discord
5·10 days agowhy is your mom on discord, mine still texts me via sms
depending on the country that’s within normal women range.
that’s neither height nor shortshit in my book. your height shouldn’t hold you back unless you’re living in like north korea