im a happy drunk. anything else is a dice roll on wether i just get somewhat comfortably dizzy or spiral into a psychotic episode

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    I’m also a happy drunk. I hate that I’m more emotionally accessible when I’m drunk. I like drunk me more than sober me. She’s more open, friendlier and honest with her feelings. Sober me has been described as tsundere on several occasions and I hate it. I don’t want to be an alcoholic, but I also don’t want to be sad and mean :/

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        2 months ago

        That would explain why you said you’re drinking every day…I hope you find a way out of that hole and get to be a woman sober.

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          Actually im just super anxious of how ppl perceive me, of how a freak i appear. I can only release from this feeling when im drunk. Yeah id really like to feel confident sober, thanks for your kindness !

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    2 months ago

    alcohol is just cut myself juice and i pass out because I have no self control and just keep drinking and hurting myself

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      Alcohol has to be nerfed like having your body insensitive to pain is so damn dangerous

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        2 months ago

        the worst self harm i ever did was always while i was drunk

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          Not surprizing tbh. I cant remember how many times i fell and woke up with bruises or small wounds bc i did shit

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        2 months ago

        i used to do ketamine which was amazing but i had a blackout and psychosis and my parents found out about my drug habit and cut me off financially and im a pathetic unemployed loser so now i have no substances except for the little weed i have left.