im a happy drunk. anything else is a dice roll on wether i just get somewhat comfortably dizzy or spiral into a psychotic episode

  • RtHonAlice
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    2 months ago

    I’m also a happy drunk. I hate that I’m more emotionally accessible when I’m drunk. I like drunk me more than sober me. She’s more open, friendlier and honest with her feelings. Sober me has been described as tsundere on several occasions and I hate it. I don’t want to be an alcoholic, but I also don’t want to be sad and mean :/

      • RtHonAlice
        1·
        2 months ago

        That would explain why you said you’re drinking every day…I hope you find a way out of that hole and get to be a woman sober.

        • ribb0n_rabb1t
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          2 months ago

          Actually im just super anxious of how ppl perceive me, of how a freak i appear. I can only release from this feeling when im drunk. Yeah id really like to feel confident sober, thanks for your kindness !