disturbed misanthropic self-hating ftm neet and incel (mentalcel). 20-something years old. i tend to delete posts and comments because i don’t like being perceived and i’m crazy.

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Cake day: March 3rd, 2026

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  • i mainly know ftm mangas so if you’re alright with that here they are:

    • claudine by riyoko ikeda (straight ftm mc)
    • haikei, seken-sama by kanzaki shin (straight ftm mc)
    • niku wo hagu by tooda oto (straight ftm mc)
    • boys run the riot by keito gaku (straight ftm mc)
    • after school mate by umino kuon (ftm mc)
    • yuzu no koto by arai shou (ftm mc)
    • f compo by hojo tsukasa (straight ftm important character in a relationship with a trans woman with non-binary/genderfluid child + has a lot of mtf side characters and one ftm side character just a warning it’s very outdated but tbf it’s from 1996)
    • requiem of the rose king by kanno aya (intersex ftm mc)
    • double happiness by sugiyama fumino (biography of a irl trans male lgbt activist)
    • our dreams at dusk by kamatani yuuki (ftm important character + has a lot of lgbt characters)
    • yuureitou by nogizaka tarou (bi ftm mc)
    • sakura-chan to amane-kun by asazuki norito (straight ftm mc + crossdressing male character but tbh i read it as a closeted trans girl)
    • villain by fujita & teniwoha (unlabeled/non-binary character mc x unlabeled/non-binary character mc)
    • fire punch (not about transness per se but it has an important ftm mc)

    haven’t read these/don’t know a lot about them but if you’re interested:

    transness isn’t the main theme but it has trans characters:

    • dorohedoro by hayashida q (side mtf character)
    • gunnm by kishiro yukito (supporting ftm character)
    • level e by togashi yoshihiro (supporting ftm character)
    • liar game by kaitani shinobu (side mtf character but from what i’ve heard she isn’t treated well)
    • skip to loafer by takamatsu misaki (supporing mtf character)
    • moriarty the patriot by takeuchi ryousuke (supporting ftm character)
    • alice in borderland by aso haro (supporting mtf character)

  • i’m kind of the same i don’t think i’m homophobic though i just hate those gay men who are transphobic assholes (which are practically the majority) i’m not even talking about not wanting to date a trans man but actively despising gay or bi trans men for wanting to be in gay spaces, making disgusting comments about trans men’s body, etc

    i also envy them a lot like you i wish i could be a normal man who happens to like other men as well and be able to live a cis man’s life and sexuality

    repressing your homosexuality doesn’t sound good imo i don’t have advice in my case since i don’t look like a man so i envy and hate them i just hope that transitioning makes me feel better about my body in the future and maybe fixes me


  • we will have these in maybe +150 years honestly as long as it can get hard by itself is more than okay to me i don’t care for having children but shooting ropes would be so cool

    i once read a tweet saying “ftm bottom surgery won’t improve until a cis male billionaire loses his dick and i hope that day comes soon” (or something) and i couldn’t agree more
















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    1 month ago

    i dislike the term already no matter what (like why does the word to refer to us have to be something related to vaginas…) so i don’t call myself or others that word and seeing other people calling strangers that feels weird to me (i feel the same with ‘troon’ i’d never call anyone that or use it it feels disrespectful) but i don’t care that much to get upset