I’m a raging homophobe and I literally just realized that I hate gay men so much because they wouldn’t want to date a pooner like me. I just realized I’m a complete faggot in denial fml. How do I heal? I’m tired of all the hatred in my heart. I don’t know if coming to terms with the fact that I like men would heal me or make me worse tbh. I think I should look into a gay t4t relationship but finding a trvetrans poon with the same fetishes as me sound really hard. Should I repress my homosexuality?? How do I stop hating gay men and envying them? A few months back I saw someone on Reddit post something similar and people in the comments recommended a book called “gasp! Homo trans” or something like that, should I read it?

  • PIČKOVAR 🏴‍☠️
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    3 days ago

    Truly beautiful this perfectly expresses how I feel about gay men as well. I don’t have any advice to give but just know I was here.

  • glamquor
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    3 days ago

    i’m kind of the same i don’t think i’m homophobic though i just hate those gay men who are transphobic assholes (which are practically the majority) i’m not even talking about not wanting to date a trans man but actively despising gay or bi trans men for wanting to be in gay spaces, making disgusting comments about trans men’s body, etc

    i also envy them a lot like you i wish i could be a normal man who happens to like other men as well and be able to live a cis man’s life and sexuality

    repressing your homosexuality doesn’t sound good imo i don’t have advice in my case since i don’t look like a man so i envy and hate them i just hope that transitioning makes me feel better about my body in the future and maybe fixes me