I’m a raging homophobe and I literally just realized that I hate gay men so much because they wouldn’t want to date a pooner like me. I just realized I’m a complete faggot in denial fml. How do I heal? I’m tired of all the hatred in my heart. I don’t know if coming to terms with the fact that I like men would heal me or make me worse tbh. I think I should look into a gay t4t relationship but finding a trvetrans poon with the same fetishes as me sound really hard. Should I repress my homosexuality?? How do I stop hating gay men and envying them? A few months back I saw someone on Reddit post something similar and people in the comments recommended a book called “gasp! Homo trans” or something like that, should I read it?