ow nvm then i assumed bc of “taking my e”

isnt that what /r/ is for

i mean i never claimed to be original lol

idk man a boyfriend who views themselves as a woman sounds awful icl

if you were to ask what i’d be like if i got a gf/bf rn i’d be the type to value themselves so low that i cant imagine them actually wanting me to be there at all and that they just love me out of pity and i’d be waiting for them to initiate everything making me hate myself even more for being so hopelessly useless:(

i’d be only slightly attached but mostly living my own life ,just with someone i can kiss and cuddle w but at the same time try to not look too much like a couple at all and act like i lwk hate them, always be super annoyed at each other performatively, while everytime we get mad at eachother we make out…

i dont mean being a performative bpdemon, ive just always fantasised abt this kind of relationship, i dont know rly where i got it from but definitely from some tv show/film /media whatever

it’s just straight male typing style tbh lol

i think its just it not feeling urgent enough, like yeah obvi ur actual body doesnt want to die it never wants to thats like it’s whole point lol. u gotta get to that point where it feels like you cant js simply wake up tmrw again,it’s gotta be actually now right now not then now rn ive had it a few times but didnt hv the means yet:(, i hv them now im js waiting for it to feel like that againn…

i mean i dk if ur acc like me like that, mayb ur not nd i js sound insane to u lol (hopefully lmao) but if not u and u legit acctually do still feel like u shld live just make sure you dont get to the point of being prepared enougb for it mayb ? u nless ur acc super impulsive which ig im.not so cant relate or give advice …,

also hi 4tranistan web version

i wld attach a cute img but i cldnt find one soon enough crying emoji.