ik its anamaxxing but ive been fat basically my entire life and Im so jealous even if i shouldnt be

I wasn’t able to feel hunger for a while.

Then there’s the whole disability thing.

I do love food though. A lot.

i am aa fatty!

what am i supposed to eat

normally i have 2 waffles for breakfast, pizza for lunch, some plant based stuff + hash browns for dinner, and i eat more on weekends, i could add broccoli or macaroni for dinner and eggs for breakfast but i’m lazy and hate food prep

the days i eat actual calories are the days i get 3 egg and cheese croissants and 2 hash browns from dunkin donuts but i only do that twice a week because that order is $20

I was up to 200 lbs not that long ago, been dropping it steadily over the last couple years. in the home stretch now, just need to lose 10-15 more lbs

adderall and an eating disorder, dropping nearly 100lbs in a year was certainly an experience

I’m underweight by quite a bit. If it means anything, I’ve always been jealous of bigger people. They’re usually really beautiful (at least, to me.).

diagnosed with Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder at 4 years old 😼