Lie why can’t it just get to my stupid ass that I’ll never get my feminine long finger hands back, I’ll keep on becoming more disguistingly moidly and I won’t be an anamaxxer 6’0 twinkhon I’ll just look like a depressed man twig. Like wooaaah male puberty is destroying me I can make it less prominent by starving myself which is destroying myself as well, let me just ignore it since trooning out is scare because I live in a first world country where the worst that can happen is becoming fucking alone. Atp what do I even do cuz my retardation will brickify me to the point where I can’t overshadow my height by passing measurements how to do I convince myself to transition do I just watch some male puberty twinkdeath compilation 24/7 or I’m a faketroon that will detroon and be a laughingstock of everyone

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    Idk like I’m probably just afraid of not being attractive and not having pretty privilege but I’d gladly take looking like ~80% of women my age (I fucking wish it’s not happening unless I move to fucking Denmark or something cuz I’m a 6’0 giant next to them)

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      I know that doesn’t make it easy, but it only gets harder the longer you wait. And eventually, you just can’t wait. And then it’s really hard. You should find a way to do it sooner than later. I know how impossible it can feel, but when you’re on the other side, it’ll feel impossible that you ever lived like this.

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        I’m waiting for serapharma to restock cuz I’m cheap AF and I want to save 15€ on shipping

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          Oh thank god you are on top of shit ygmi

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            Nah soulpassing might be harder for me than physical passing since I hang out with teen white boys and it’s literally contagious for my brain but I’m too scared of being lonely.

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              Your soul is trapped holding up a facade but you’ll see what it can do when it’s freed