I simply do not want the changes associated with further androgenization and I can more readily accept the gynoid hormonal changes.  I don’t care or even know at this moment if I can/want to get all the way to passing as a woman. It’s both unlikely starting at 25 years old and not currently a practical goal.  I want to change my body until I am happier with it. If that ending is estrogenized male I will have become less disgusting.

I only speak truthfully on here as there isn’t a point to posting anonymously.  When putting into order what I want out of what I am doing to transform my body I would say it’s:

1. To be slim but not visually defined and to not feel so fat/heavy anymore
2. To reverse or as much as I can or at least to stop progressing of my Norwood 2ish as possible. Continue to grow my hair to waist length from the current hip length then make it very healthy and nice.
3. To not have quite such intense disassociation and disgust when viewing my body in a mirror or image.
4. To change enough to logically be allowed by others some amount of femininity.  i.e. removal of body hair, allowance to expand clothing style (not sneedcentral skirts, dresses, and fishnets just to not have to purely be male blob), lowered judgement for the expectations related to choices of my interest (music, books, tv, etc)

There are other things but that’s what I thought of. Of course a ton of these rely upon those around me basically playing along but idk at this point.

Oh yeah last one #5 to change enough I stop making malebrained introspective analysis moding posts