legit, what the fuck has my brain been doing the last month…? i think it might just be totally and completely kaput. like, i really don’t think it’s supposed to be this way 😭
legit, what the fuck has my brain been doing the last month…? i think it might just be totally and completely kaput. like, i really don’t think it’s supposed to be this way 😭
yea… i’m at the age where shit can suddenly start to go really badly, so it does worry me that, in just the last two years, i’ve gone from being dysthymic with occasional bouts of moderate depression to rapidly switching between acutely suicidal and euphoric every other week…
talk to a psychiatric plz
i’ve been hospitalized twice since last summer, so i’ve spoken to way too many shrinks at this point. they just keep blaming it on the estrogen 💔
that is ridiculous. this shit is life threatening, i’m sorry you’ve been dismissed like that
yeau. honestly, it’s gotten so bad that i just start laughing whenever i think about it 😭 seriously, not too long ago, they even managed to give me a diagnosis of estrogen abuse… now i’m back in outpatient for the billionth time, and the psychologist seems to think my problem is just gender dysphoria…
insane… i’ve been lucky myself to stay out of the system other than one trip to the ward but if you ever need advice feel free to dm me. i hope things go smoothly for you