legit, what the fuck has my brain been doing the last month…? i think it might just be totally and completely kaput. like, i really don’t think it’s supposed to be this way 😭
not to fear monger but be careful. mania can creep up and you can develop bipolar in young adulthood
yea… i’m at the age where shit can suddenly start to go really badly, so it does worry me that, in just the last two years, i’ve gone from being dysthymic with occasional bouts of moderate depression to rapidly switching between acutely suicidal and euphoric every other week…
talk to a psychiatric plz
i’ve been hospitalized twice since last summer, so i’ve spoken to way too many shrinks at this point. they just keep blaming it on the estrogen 💔
that is ridiculous. this shit is life threatening, i’m sorry you’ve been dismissed like that
yeau. honestly, it’s gotten so bad that i just start laughing whenever i think about it 😭 seriously, not too long ago, they even managed to give me a diagnosis of estrogen abuse… now i’m back in outpatient for the billionth time, and the psychologist seems to think my problem is just gender dysphoria…
insane… i’ve been lucky myself to stay out of the system other than one trip to the ward but if you ever need advice feel free to dm me. i hope things go smoothly for you
She goes from mania/hypomania to depression for the last like few months here.
it’s lowkey been this way for an entire year 😭
Yeau. I just wasn’t sure when it started for you, so I just said the most moderate timeline.
yeau, it kinda started during my exams last year. God, i felt so fucking good… i kinda wish i could go back
She’s been switching between mania and depression for as long as I’ve seen her here I think she’s just bipolar
bp2 sounds like yeah
She’s also mentioned literally having had the diagnosis but getting it removed so yea
lol 😭 i guess it’s kinda ironic that i got the diagnosis removed after just one appointment where i told the psychologist that i’d been feeling great for the last month and would manage without psychiatric care… (i crashed hard and was hospitalized a couple of weeks later.)
He fell for the mania
not that mania is always always bad but it is a warning sign at the very least just a heads up idk id like look into symptoms and stuff not a good disorder
u also may just be feeling better and that’s good!$
