(Sorry everyone, I shouldn’t had drinked ) I care about my dad a lot. He was always there. I used to think he was this lousy old man but as I grew older, I’ve realized how amazing of a father he actually is. I feel unbelievably lucky to have him as a father, which only makes it hurt how much of a fuck up I am.
He should’ve had a normal daughter to raise and protect. To walk her down the aisle on her wedding. To watch over her children/his grandkids. But I came out wrong. I was his only planned child, and I came out a mistake.
How do you tell a man that his little girl wants to mutilate herself, wants to be a pathetic imitation of a man, and be treated by scum by society? How do you convince him that this isn’t his fault?
He’s probably one of the reasons I haven’t roped yet. I don’t want to crush his heart. He used to say parents aren’t supposed to bury their children. I don’t want to do that to him. Either I can man up and tell him how much of failure his precious daughter is or wait until he passes away peacefully in 10-20 years. Die without knowing how much of a failure his precious daughter is. He deserves better than me
I’ll head to bed soon. Don’t think I’ve cried so hard before. Sorry for the crash out
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I relate. My mom is completely two faced who tries to act woke but almost outed me to my dad and convinced me he would never accept me being queer (he doesn’t care as long as I’m happy). She’s the reason why I repped for 5 years
i don’t cuz my dad is an asshole but i get what u mean. hugs, im sorry.
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I get it. In my culture, a father is referred to based on the name of his oldest son. So he is referred to by the name of his tranny failure child who thinks it can be female :(. My parents both deserved so much better.
