i probably hurt countless people and it was all just because i hated myself. i wanted other people to hurt too. it was disgusting. i hope ive atleast made up for it a little bit. i’ll only exist in the past tense soon. i hope god can forgive me. i have sinned so much in this life but he is all forgiving. i’m not trans like you are, it’s not sinful to actually be trans but when you aren’t, it rots your soul to be on the opposite sexes hormone. my soul is possibly irredeemable. i’m not sure right now.

    • Dreamcaster OP
      2·
      1 day ago

      looking back now in a clearer state of mind, i was very mean to people online when i just started hrt nothing crazy just being a bitch rlly

    • boomboomtelaviv
      1·
      1 day ago

      She needs to talk to a therapist not take antipsychotics. The ideas that she has can be examined by a professional not dulled by a chemical lobotomy.y, please stop being misogynistic when women say things u don’t like

  • ajin_rouuu
    1·
    2 days ago

    Please do not hurt yourself. you are trans as much as anyone here. please

    • Dreamcaster OP
      1·
      2 days ago

      i’m relatively sure i’m only “trans” due to early confusion of gender, being envious of my sisters, freudian mother, and rape at the hands of someone i trusted which gave me discomfort with my penis. i don’t think i have dysphoria just confusion.

      • ajin_rouuu
        1·
        2 days ago

        I guess i cant be the true judge of that but i disagree , some of your points could easily be due to gender dysphoria. And Im so sorry that you went through that horrible thing. Please never be an past tense

      • Alex
        3·
        2 days ago

        i hate being longer on hrt than people whove gotten ffs when i have 0 hope of ever affording it 😞

        • Dreamcaster OP
          11·
          2 days ago

          you definitely deserved it more than i did. i should have given the money to someone else honestly. i’m sorry

          • Alex
            2·
            2 days ago

            no, none of that. you dont need to apologize to me for anything. youre not responsible for my suffering or anything like that. its okay, really