i probably hurt countless people and it was all just because i hated myself. i wanted other people to hurt too. it was disgusting. i hope ive atleast made up for it a little bit. i’ll only exist in the past tense soon. i hope god can forgive me. i have sinned so much in this life but he is all forgiving. i’m not trans like you are, it’s not sinful to actually be trans but when you aren’t, it rots your soul to be on the opposite sexes hormone. my soul is possibly irredeemable. i’m not sure right now.