Thanks cobwebs I think it’s just more ocd doubting. I hear someone say something and i get a flashback from my childhood where I did that thing and feel like only moids do that and if I was trutrans I would’ve been averse to it. But idk its pointless to doom like this cause I know I have dysphoria and I wanna be a woman badly and I’m medically transitioning and I’ll never go off e as long as i can