and it’s because im an actual hulking brick barnhouse and I’m deeply deeply jealous of the average trans woman and how they will likely make it and I just wont in a million years, I wish I could be murdered in a hate crime. I’m sorry for making this post. I don’t know what to do I’m actually going insane with dysphoria. I wish I killed myself decades ago. I can’t go on any other spaces and talk about this, I feel like im hiding a deep dark secret that is slowly killing me, I don’t feel safe around other trans people and never have, I only feel coldness. it’s not their fault, it’s mine and the decisions I made that lead me here.

  • fentprincessOP
    2·
    17 days ago

    im 19.5, possibly 20 inch bideltoid. i’ve been mutilated past recovery, the good times have been gone and will stay gone.

    • Moggedweb41☾English
      1·
      17 days ago

      imma ,B Real .i’m, a Bit .of a Dumbass , ,Nd .Never ,Learned , .What Measurements ,Mean , ,

      • fentprincessOP
        3·
        17 days ago

        its cruel and not worth checking out. I can already tell by the mirror that even surgery wont save me. I cant even cry anymore i just feel empty

        • Moggedweb41☾English
          1·
          17 days ago

          i ,Feel .Like, its .Over, Hella, 2 .From Just, the .Mirror, i’m .Sorry, .its Rlly, not .Fair ,nd .I Really ,do Hope .U’ll, get 2Be .Happy, Someday 🫂🫂 Everything ,is Disgustingly .Evil, 2Trannys .i’m, Sorry