everything is just suddenly going so fucking well for me. like, genuinely, how else am i supposed to understand it than being the result of Divine intervention? but why…? is He rewarding me? if so, what for? or maybe this was His plan for me all along? i suppose it’s impossible to know, so there’s not really much of a point in asking why…

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    no girl sometimes good things just happen

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      yea, of course, but, like, when all the good things are suddenly happening at the same time… like, it’s not supposed to be possible…

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        girl its not god its just a couple good things happening at the same time

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          idk, but it feels like it’s a bit too much to just be coincidental…

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    God is doing none of those things, you are going a lil cray cray

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        I think Christianity is a little silly. The idea that any one person is “chosen” for anything is like, just metaphysically problematic in my view

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          i mean, yea, religion is pretty silly… but, like, kierkegaard writes, “to have faith is precisely to lose one’s mind so as to win God.”

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    wow isn’t it crazy how when you’re manic god enters your life and assists you but he disappears during the depressive phase wow crazy insane wow

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      well, yea, but doesn’t that kinda make sense, tho?

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    i wish good things could happen to me but i didnt start hrt at 17 so it never will

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    Ideas of reference? At least, that’s why I get such thoughts.

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      i mean, like, i don’t really think that’s the case for me, tbh…

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        Ideas of reference are different from delusions.

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          yea, still, i don’t think i’m assigning ordinary events special meaning… like, the things that have been happening aren’t really mundane

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            It is not just “ordinary events”, on wikipedia it is phrased as “innocuous events or mere coincidences and believing they have strong personal significance”. I’m just throwing in ideas, idk if you have it or not.

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              well, i mean, i don’t think the good things that have been happening are innocuous or mere coincidences. and, like, it’s all lining up a bit too well to not mean anything, yk?

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                And this is exactly what ideas of reference are, lol. My government randomly covered my universal healthcare for no reason. And then I lost it a few months later, after I had plenty of time to change things. Both are innocuous coincidences, probably some mistake, but in my mind they were a message from a higher being (even though rationally I know it wasn’t the case).

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                  yea, but, like, the problem is just that it being ideas of reference implies it isn’t true…