Probably because I don’t really view myself as trans, I just view myself as a woman.
I wish I looked enough like a woman to see myself as one
lowkirk it’s impossible for me to view myself as a woman when I have to use masculine forms of words everyday
real, been back at my parent’s for less than a week and im back to masculine pronouns and endings and it’s killing me
I’m sorry :( hope you don’t have to stay there for long. I don’t know how I will survive 2 months with parents especially when hoodies aren’t an option because of heat
im going back to my uni facilities for like a week next week to say goodbye to my friends then im spending the next 2-3 months with them 😭
i have to come out to my father, this masquarade cannot keep going on
and summer is supposed to be the best time of the year… honestly I don’t even care if they are gonna be mad at me or think that I’m gay, I just don’t want them to find out and take away my hrt. also ill have to change my passport, I’m so looking forward to all the “you look to girly” comments from my mom and all the weird looks when I’ll have to tell them my moidname
It’s just not fun to me to be a subpar run off the mill wannabe replica.
im the same except im a sissy living his best life <3






