Do I even move out before the vacation? am I acting too rashly? should I have done it way earlier? what will happen with my family and how will they react to my siblings if I suddenly dissapear? I cant decide for shit, I just dont trust myself with anything.


beside the heart attack its worth it
Oh my god what the fuck am i supposed to if my mom literally gets into a hopsital
uhm… idk how serious her condition is… would it really happen?
she gets like very worried and hyperventillating almost and cry when i dont call her if i go outside for 2 hours
oh… but she really has to learn let u go