Do I even move out before the vacation? am I acting too rashly? should I have done it way earlier? what will happen with my family and how will they react to my siblings if I suddenly dissapear? I cant decide for shit, I just dont trust myself with anything.
she gets like very worried and hyperventillating almost and cry when i dont call her if i go outside for 2 hours
oh… but she really has to learn let u go