enbycoping is just sorta smth i decided to adopt after i gave up on ever being fempassing, im like basically at the end of my transition and i look like an androgynous faggot after 3+ yrs of hrt, idk maybe the they/theming just got to my head but at some point i just stopped internally thinking of myself as a woman and just see myself as some weird frankenstein gender experiment, i even stopped asking my bf to she/her me and call me his gf bc the juxtaposition of his language against reality hurts way more than just being they/themed