like, there are somehow people who never tried to kill themselves, never seriously considered going through an attempt or even so much as had passive suicidal ideation once in their lives
some of them never even had mild depression
literally how are some people just born happy??? it just doesn’t make sense
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fair enough…
genetics and environment. Just roll better, I guess.
like i “attempted” multiple times as a kid and i have always had the thought but i also have always known i am way too scared to actually do it, also the extent of my self harm is like slapping myself and pulling my hair which just feels more like autism to me
Crazy tbh.
Roll the dice and get a good brain and endocrine system. Fuck the rest of us.
Nature is truly neutral from a human view tho, so it’s perfectly fair in that paradigm.
But yeh, it rly becomes apparent when u realise that’s why so many can’t accept the problems of others and use bootstraps BS on u. I mean ok sometimes there’s some truth to it I’ll admit, but when it comes to the deep, ever present dread and despair of the existential state of being trans, it doesn’t fucking work or help.
That’s what they’ll never understand, cause they lack imagination and empathy and cannot picture what it might feel like, so cus ur existence and pain is putting a downer on their happy little bubble, they’d rather reject u and blame u for horrific circumstances, than do any psychological work themselves to understand that maybe, just maybe, some of us have awful fucking lives and existences, in this case due to being trans on top of everything else.
Actively putting myself in dangerous situations and submitting myself to dangerous people who could kill me—is that suicidal thinking or just plain stupidity?
Risk taking isn’t uncommon in people who are suicidal, but it isn’t very smart either tbh… :((
please take care and be careful… 🫂
Pretty simple I’m just a faketrans sneedhon who never suffered through anything so I am not suicidal
